LOVE ain't my Destiny !!!

Well i wrote this at early dawn 4 a.m today !!!
I guess d situation inspired me to do so.


I tried seeing an ocean, it's vast and elongated, water fills it's boundaries from all the corners. But what can it offer ? Salty / Saline water, which no one drinks or an array of hope which seems never ending. LOve seems something like that. The word Love's, gigantism and it's aura charecteristically is filled around with happiness, prosperity and smiles all around. But true love is something like salty water, no one cares for it or is even bothered to buy a bottle of it. Realist's would say oderwise, Love is pleasent, it's like a mild wind which would always caress your soul and make you feel heavenly, but practically, Love is like a hurricane whose turbulence
blows your entire soul and destroys your existence. It is like an ocean of Pain, hardships and struggle through which you have to motivate everyday to live on and move on in life, coz you can't even die. It is like an invincible force which leads you to non-pragmatism, destroys your vision and buries your individuality. Being practical is so much tougher.

I would realise all of this at dawn when the clock ticks at 4.12 a.m. But at the same time the entire thought seems as seemless and baseless as a dream which comes and goes by and you cannot even capture the reality of that moment. People talk about the Pain which Love gives you, but can anyone account for the happiness which one gets in one single moment when you are in Love, that one moment counterfades all the pain which you get out of it. Does anythin matter when the person whom you are in Love with smiles, at her happiest best. I dont think so, it's all that matters, i.e. her smile and her happiness. They say nothing is forever, but i say, true Love always was, is and will be forever, coz it niether dies nor fades off. It lives on and on and on, irrespective of whether the person whom you Love is your's or not. All that matters is whether she is in your heart or not.

They say Love makes your heart weaker, you'r Love always is ur weakest point but actually the reality is, Love is always the biggest inpiration behind every achievement. The utmost honesty in Love is something which drives you and your soul. I look at this, in this way, everyday i get up with a feeling, thought and an inspiration, that today she ll be Happy and nothing around her would go wrong. That itself is enough, and i knw, it make'z my day.

Well many would term Love someway, many the other way round. I would term it beautiful and heavenly even at 5.30 a.m, even when everything devoids me the way it always has. I can't help Loving the Love and the harsher Love ll b on me, the more I ll Love it. Keep scratching my heart till i am no more, the only thing that ll still be left in me is Love.

Sounds wordly and unrealistic, but tht'z the way i am. Can't stop Lovin some1, at the stake of being Practical in Life.




Saurav.
16/11/2009.
5.48 a.m.