Artist Crib

Where do I go ?

2011-02-17T07:55:00.000-08:00

Scorching across the wind,

Racing against the storm,

Fighting the repentance within,

A soul withering far and beyond.

A walk around the road,

A stroll around the ocean,

Questioning the commotion within,

I keep walking the dark,

I walk alone.

Fighting the repentance within,

A soul withering far and beyond.

A bliss which was showered so strong,

Drained me all along,

A word that seemed so right all the way,

A term, which proved me wrong,

I keep walking the dark,

I walk alone.

Fighting the repentance within,

Soul withers far and beyond.

A shadow that chases me,

A reflection that catches my soul,

Trying to find a place to hide,

Just don’t find a way.

I look at the sky,

I stare at the oceans far beyond.

I keep walking in the dark,

I walk alone.

Fighting the repentance within,

Soul withers far and beyond.

LOVE ain't my Destiny !!!

2010-12-25T04:49:00.000-08:00

Well i wrote this at early dawn 4 a.m today !!!
I guess d situation inspired me to do so.

I tried seeing an ocean, it's vast and elongated, water fills it's boundaries from all the corners. But what can it offer ? Salty / Saline water, which no one drinks or an array of hope which seems never ending. LOve seems something like that. The word Love's, gigantism and it's aura charecteristically is filled around with happiness, prosperity and smiles all around. But true love is something like salty water, no one cares for it or is even bothered to buy a bottle of it. Realist's would say oderwise, Love is pleasent, it's like a mild wind which would always caress your soul and make you feel heavenly, but practically, Love is like a hurricane whose turbulence
blows your entire soul and destroys your existence. It is like an ocean of Pain, hardships and struggle through which you have to motivate everyday to live on and move on in life, coz you can't even die. It is like an invincible force which leads you to non-pragmatism, destroys your vision and buries your individuality. Being practical is so much tougher.

I would realise all of this at dawn when the clock ticks at 4.12 a.m. But at the same time the entire thought seems as seemless and baseless as a dream which comes and goes by and you cannot even capture the reality of that moment. People talk about the Pain which Love gives you, but can anyone account for the happiness which one gets in one single moment when you are in Love, that one moment counterfades all the pain which you get out of it. Does anythin matter when the person whom you are in Love with smiles, at her happiest best. I dont think so, it's all that matters, i.e. her smile and her happiness. They say nothing is forever, but i say, true Love always was, is and will be forever, coz it niether dies nor fades off. It lives on and on and on, irrespective of whether the person whom you Love is your's or not. All that matters is whether she is in your heart or not.

They say Love makes your heart weaker, you'r Love always is ur weakest point but actually the reality is, Love is always the biggest inpiration behind every achievement. The utmost honesty in Love is something which drives you and your soul. I look at this, in this way, everyday i get up with a feeling, thought and an inspiration, that today she ll be Happy and nothing around her would go wrong. That itself is enough, and i knw, it make'z my day.

Well many would term Love someway, many the other way round. I would term it beautiful and heavenly even at 5.30 a.m, even when everything devoids me the way it always has. I can't help Loving the Love and the harsher Love ll b on me, the more I ll Love it. Keep scratching my heart till i am no more, the only thing that ll still be left in me is Love.

Sounds wordly and unrealistic, but tht'z the way i am. Can't stop Lovin some1, at the stake of being Practical in Life.

Saurav.
16/11/2009.
5.48 a.m.

Shallow !!!

2010-12-24T20:09:00.000-08:00

Life is shallow, as it rains everday,
A tear drop sometimes serenades the day,
At times, when your love gets away,
You are the one he thinks about,
The one who he really cares for the most,
A drip on wetness on the paper, u dont see.
You are the one, he misses the most.

You are the sun that brings him all the sunshine,
The one for whom, he ll put everythin on line,
You are the river which always,
Quenches his thirst almost.
You are the one he misses the most.

You are the one who shades him from the sun,
You are the darkness when there is too much light,
You are the one who makes him feel warm and happy,
You are the one standing by him, in all those dark cold nights.

My Love is getting away,
It's raining in and out everyday,
The wetness on the paper is shrubbing off,
My rekindled emotions forever.
COz it was not about, now or never,
I knew i would, always Love you forever.

Does rain bloom ???

2010-12-24T20:06:00.000-08:00

Well I have always heard that the morning sunlight always along with it brings rays of hope. It always should make you feel that at the end of the day the word surreal prevails in its own context, or let it put it as victory ensembles over darkness.
According to me there is a protruded symantec barrier between the light and the darkness, although the light and the dark are so inter related. There resemblance in our life is so very unified,darkness is always emancipated by light, even when their self personificated charecter distinguishes their identity in so many different ways. Both have their own enigma and few a million mysteries which always extrudes along their face.
When gauging an ocean from distance, it's immense and intense profanity seems, just as large as the length of our palm. But when we come across it or face it, we not only get to realise the entangled variations, but also the distance by which our imaginations vary from reality. I guess thats what they call surreal and real. Realisation of such deviations is as important as breathing air coz it helps us perspire life through the path we want it to go.Imagination when lucid is just like a shadow, which walks with you and your existence. Doesn't really stop until you stop inhibiting that sultry light which refines itself in to a pragmatic dream. Which universally leads to UTTER DESTRUCTION, mostly mentally.
But what creates this deviations ? That's what we got to find out. Well emotions mostly, distance at times and mostly it's ur surreal mind.
Well one example: it is easy to relate your girl to the surreal beauty of the moon, but do we realise that moon also has craters.
Well as I see emotions, our surreal mind and the distance affecting our entire thought process. Well emotions are destructive, they are a catalyst which not only ignites but it also converges you in to a distinct diabolical mind at large.
It's better not to think much and mostly realise the reality at large and identify the soil you really belong to. Coz your life is like a tree and you grow it the best when you belong to your soil.

Life Within !!!

2010-12-24T07:40:00.000-08:00

An emotion so tender to caress upon,

A feeling so harmonic to sing through,

A love so pure to be felt upon,

A heart so gentile, you can see through.

Down the serenading ocean,

Love feels like a mist,

Farther you stand, the other side of road,

It's your Love that stands amidst.

Swimming down the sea,

When it's a walk down the road,

Tranquilizing the unbounded symmetry,

Entangled, is his life's geometry.

The flash up the cigarattes,

Which fades down with the smoke.

The fire that strangles him within,

Burns him cold the most.

The stuttering puff of dust,

Encircling the unboubnded aura of smoke,

Amidst the haze of purple that serenades him,

He kills him within ...

Serendipity

2010-12-24T07:31:00.000-08:00

You will smile for my closing eyes,

You will smile for the absurd,

Realise the distant fading light,

The engrossed glooming darkness.

The crystal clarity of your sight,

The mystic vanity of your life,

Pulverising my sedate hysteries,

Unbounding the rhapsody to discord.

Serenading from peace to silence,

Life lives a distant accord.

The scorching tyrrany of sun,

Entangles the monotone light of moon.

The groping thorn that pulverizes the heart,

Rattling the lusty mist.

In the unbinding serendipity,

Faltering the unbounded mystery.

The eyes closing to peace,

The breathe startled clumsy,

The pounding heart wishes empty,

Her eyes still keep me tempting,

Undying emotions burns life livid,

A morbid storm entangles me within .....

Happy to Die !!!

2010-12-24T07:28:00.000-08:00

I am just too HAPPY to die,
Dont you ask me WHY ?
Just want to breathe free,
Fly in the open sky,
I am just too HAPPY to die,
Just dont you ask me WHY ?

When thing's don't change.
Wounds that don't heal,
Sometimes I cant figure out,
About the way i feel.
Wish I could, fly like a bird,
I wish, I could pour like rain,
I wish i could feel free for today,
I could feel insane.

The dull emotions, at twilight,
The rich memoirs at night,
Every moment of me fades away,
Through the shallow flame of life,
With the illuminating sunlight,
Swallowing the unifying shadow of the moon,
I wish i could feel free for today,
I could feel insane.

I am just too HAPPY to die,
Dont you ask me WHY ?
Just want to breathe free,
Fly in the open sky.

Dark Tunnel.

2010-02-19T20:45:00.000-08:00

Life now a day seems like a deep dark tunnel,
More closely when you see, resembles the shape of a funnel.
Engraved in my hands is your name,
More than love it feels like a silly fame.

Looking down the window, echoes is the sound of heavy rain,
Your memories hit me hard, making me feel insane.
Screaming my heart, wants to express my love,
Countering my thoughts are questions,
Is this the thing that you had to do?

On no nights do you let me sleep,
Denied and broken, long nights I weep.
Spend days and nights seeing your image,
My reward of Love, you threw me like sewage.

My fault was living in the world full of fantasy,
Broke all my dreams and made it look so clumsy.
I want to know who gave you this right?
Shaded all the colors of my life to black and white.

On no day I am giving up my Love,
Nothing can change my emotions and get me perturbed.
Hoping some day I will be beside you,
Embrace you in my arms and show how much I love you.

Describe You

2010-02-19T20:38:00.000-08:00

You are the god’s most artistic sculpture,
Love you and would always want to nurture,
You are the most amazing in this nature,
Your beauty cannot be described by any literature.
You are the soothing trickle of rain,
The early glowing Sunflower,
You resemble the purity of Dove,
And someone’s serenity you can perturb.
You are the ebullient temple’s flame,
Victory ensembles your name,

Your whispers sway the nature’s noise in Harmony,
Your presence in this world is very illusory,
You seem as you are the indomitable,
And you are the most infallible.
Your aura darkens the illuminating sunlight,
Pure and serene you are, like the color of white.
Mysterious are those eyes, resembling a dark night.
You are the juvenile, you are the inevitable,
And you are the one I venerate.

Desolated

2010-02-19T11:50:00.000-08:00

Often during the nights I sit and wonder,
Was it my world that you had to slander?
Thought of being with you, making our life blissful.
Raining down on me was misery, turned out to be pitiful.

Tears in my eyelids, sadness has smothered,
Heartless as you are, why will you be bothered?
Spending dark nights smoking on the terrace.
Loving you turns out to be my dreaded menace.

Waking up every morning, I feel the wet eyelid,
You proved my Love is so timid,
Days going by, still awaiting your call,
Desolated my soul is, not even daring to crawl.

Your eyes were the ones, to whom I would always surrender,
Didn’t you ever understand that my emotions are so tender?
Wanted to hold you in my arms and pamper,
Why was it my Love, that you had to tamper?

Don't know Why ???

2010-02-19T11:41:00.000-08:00

I dun know why,
Just want to shed my tears and cry.
Always wanted to be there by you,
But the dreams never came true.

Clattering my ear is your voice,
Dont you ever hear the noise?
On no day I had this doubt,
I loved you, which I always screamed it out.

Wonder why you did this to me?
Broke all my dreams and tried to kill me,
Couldnt withstand the pain anymore,
When you left me alone offshore.

You can scratch my heart and soul,
There's nothing other than a silent lull.
When I did everything for you,
You proved me everybody else was true.

Always wanted to see you smile,
Dreamt of being there with you for a while.
Knowing those dreams would never come true,
But I promise I will always love you.

Felt Good....

2010-02-19T11:25:00.000-08:00

Looking at your beauty was astounded,
Felt on a barren land,left stranded.
Your eyes have been the ones which have wounded my heart.
Always have shredded my emotions apart.

Your thoughts bring a smile during the day,
When I don’t find a road you always show me the way.

You are my infalliable source of inspiration,

A juvenile shadow of admiration.

Distorting my mind has always been your angelic face,
You are a beauty in all completeness,
You are the song of my life,
Sweetness compiled in an archive.

Rewinding my memory is an old romantic song,
Hearing the song, my night is becoming long.
They all keep telling me, I live in the world of fascination,
But your love, for me has been my biggest ever inspiration.

Proved me Wrong

2010-02-19T11:24:00.000-08:00

Through out you have always proved me wrong,
Wondering if this will be the norm,
I dun find ways to embrace,
Crowning you the princess and treating with grace.
Every time I thought you betrayed,
Me and my Love that you always swayed,
The roads get darker as I walk down the lane,
You broke my heart with such disdain.

You came in my life as a saint,
So beautiful you were, was I about to faint.
My Love for you no body can dent,
I will get you some day if you are meant.
With you around my heart always sings,
Without you I am a bird with out wings.
With you by me, I can achieve anything,
With out you there seems nothing.
With you I live the world of fantasy,
And it feels as if I am happy.
With out you there lack something,
And with out you my world is nothing.

It was always you, who came back,
De capsulate those memories and put me against the stack,
I never knew what I had lacked,
Melting away are my emotions like a wax.
It was you up surging those emotions,
You and your Love became my one and only devotion.
I hate everyone being so vicarious,
Rousing questions in my mind;
Is my state so precarious?

Reflection

2010-02-19T11:22:00.000-08:00

Looking down the river,
Where I find my reflection better than a mirror.
I see the love for you in my eyes,
But this love is spelling my demise.

Dark nights I spent crying for you,
Wanting you to come and take me through.
I am waiting for you to come,
And hold me tight in your arms.

I cannot hold back my tears,
Losing you is my biggest fear.
Didn’t you ever realize the pain?
And went away thinking I was insane.

The leaves have all shed,
Grasses burnt grey,
Someone come and end my misery,
And take me far away.

You are the one I have always loved,
You are the one for whom I pray,
I will look to sacrifice myself,
Abet you finding your Road,
Even if I am called an Inane.

Saturday Evenin and it was Rainin....

2010-02-19T11:21:00.000-08:00

One Saturday evening, down the window I was seeing,
Up came her call, down the bed was I about to fall.
My heart started ringing like a bell;
Picked up the phone and amused of what to tell.
Down came her offer, and she didn’t have a chauffer,
She wants to go out with me,
Clogging my mind were thoughts of it being a mystery or reality;

Ecstatic I started jumping and screaming,
Happiness in my life suddenly, I was dreaming,
A romantic melody, I started singing.
Down I came to earth, as the phone again started ringing.
The rain started pouring very hard,
“Doubt whether we can go out”, she said, which made me sad,
Savaging my dreams was the rain.
Tears started rolling out, as I couldn’t take the pain.

Suddenly thy rained mercy,
Desperate to go out, I prayed he could see.
Picked up my phone and gave her a call,
Now can we go out my Miss Tall?
Down I saw my cutest friend’s missed call,
Rushed up, I gave her a call.
Got the news, both were so elated,
Stepping on my door was happiness, even so it was belated.
Tensed and lying I got out of my house,
Desperate to go out with her, and wanted to make her my spouse.
Waiting for her at the bus stand,
So elated I was, didn’t see the fate coming in my hand.
There I saw her coming,
Cool and relaxed I was trying and pretending.
Down she came from her ride,
I kept looking at her eyes, standing on the road side.

She came towards me, crossing the road,
Croaking was my heart, lyk a frog on toad.
We were sitting opposite to each other,
Gazing at her eyes, which looked crystal as a mirror.
We started having a chat,
Reminded me of a day where she was wearing a pink cool hat.
Praising thee, so beautiful she was looking.
A blessed man I am was the only thing that I was thinking.
Time went on, around came our destination,
Just sit and watch her eyes, was my only inclination.
Came down from the cab and paid the fare,
The cabbie said I know you love her and take care.
Inside the shop we went,
Buying a watch was her intent.
She liked a cool and sexy clock,
Paid for it, out from the shop we were about to walk.

About to go for the dinner, I put hands inside my pocket,
Scared and embarrassed I didn’t find my wallet.
Didn’t know what should I tell,
Swinging my head and I was about to fell.
Told her about this unfortunate incident,
She advised me that I should have been prudent.
This was the only thing that had to happen,
All my planned dreams were shaken.
Nothing to help me and I was completely broken,
I couldn’t give her the gift which had been stolen.

Distorted and dejected, wanted to drop her back home.
I knew that my fortunes were walking on soapy foam.
Took a cab and dropped her at the bus stand,
Drenched and lonely in the rain I had to stand.
As she got on to her ride, the distance seemed wide
Got a last glance her eyes and I knew the upcoming demise.
On her ride she went away, putting me all to sway.
In that heavy rain I was crying,
Nothing I could achieve even if so hard I was trying.

Glow and Low.

2010-02-19T11:04:00.000-08:00

Is there sumthin which is about to glow,
Emotions when high, just let your Love flow,
Some say a thousand words, its yo'r Love that you know,
Never ever bow down in Love or ever feel Low.
There are stars in the sky which keep blinkin,
When in Love will always be winkin,
Never if you find her, dun let your emotions go sown sinking.
Mercy ll be bestowed someday, you ll be Happy and back again twinklin.

Love is always that sweet surrender,
Blessed you always ll be, nothin one can Hinder,
Emotions are insane and always ll be so tender.

The more you run away, further will it meander.

Why does everything seem so white?

Is it the end of the the light,
Why is Love's fading out of my sight.
Has breakin someone's heart, has given you so much delight?

One thing in world, you should always remember,
The world is round, all the noise and all the sound,
All your deeds, which ll come back as a weed,
Will he always be there and show you the care ?

And the pain will he share ?

And you'r when Love you ll need,

You ll always find me somewhere near.

Am i alone?

2010-02-19T10:57:00.000-08:00

Am i alone?
Or am i wid sumone?
Am i Confused?
Or am i a bit bimused?

Am i the best?
Why do i have to be always put against a test?
Am i here to prove?
Or am i always here to Loose.

Am i in Love?
Or is it Love that gets me perturbed,
Why'z is it that i can't stop Loving you?
And why'z it, that i end up Loving u more, wen i try to hate you?

Why is that i am losing my belief,
And why isn't there any hope?
Why did i always tried making my life colorful,
Which always turned Grey or White.

Why is it that no one wants to hear?
Why do i always have to shout,
Why does no one tries to Understand,
I am not the same of you'r Kind.

What is it that in me, you neva find?
I dun know, either you dun't want to or pretend to be blind.
When ever i wanted him to bless,
All it turned out to be was a mess.

Have no where to go,
I find no place to run,
Time as always keeps on ticking away,
Waiting for someone to come and show me my way.

Neither ll I run from the Crisis,
Nor ll i run away from my Love,
Fight it out till that One Last Breath,
But will not let my Love bequile underneath.

Hating what u Did

2010-02-19T10:54:00.000-08:00

Love had begun flowin upsurged,
It was you who brought life,
It was you who brought Day & Night,
It was always you, who at my sight,
Enchanted the world around with your might.

You in my life brought so much of Love,
Quenched my unendin thirst,
With yo'r magic pill of sublimity,
But you put all of them today at humility,
Destroying all of my Serenity,
I knw u dun even hav the humanity,
To come bac and say me SORRY !!!

The world hated me,
But u hurt me the most,
Thot u of as the breeze who would get d life kindled,
But turned out to be d blemish of my life.
You will neva understand the Pain,
You will neva feel the desire,
Coz u r a heartless stone,
Who wants me to moan.

It was you who made me Cry,
Around me when everyone used to smile,
Remember you for all you did,
Should have neva eva Luvd u indeed.
Its me who to u is thankful,
You kip me hurtin more n more,
But u would neva knw,
The more u hurt, the more i Love,
The less you care, the more will I caress ...

Days !!!

2010-02-19T10:53:00.000-08:00

There were days when i luvd you,
There were days when i cared,
There were days when my Love was so indespensible,
It was you with whom everythin' i shared.

There were days when you inspired,
U were the one which motivated,
There were days of such captivation,
And so were the days of Lamentation.

There were days when you hurt me so bad,
There were days when i was so Sad,
There were days of those sweet surrender,
There are days when memories just meander.

There are days when u would make me hate u,
There are wen u wouldn't realise the unmounted pain.
There are days of this serenity,
And there were days of the uncalled divinity.

U make me hate you one more day,
U make me cry one more second.
You can't beat my Love,
Even if u hate me all life long.

U deserve sumone bettr, U deserve sumone gud.
Do you feel someone should?
I neva knew why not me, and why oders,
U alwyz make me feel like a Loser.

U r the one who devastated,
U r the one who ruined it all.
U r the one i gave in everything for,
U ll feel my absence,
Feel the neccesity,
U don't seem to value me,
By this summer u ll find no more of me....

Atrocious.

2010-02-19T10:52:00.000-08:00

Benath the blue heavens,
It's people makin it 3+3 7's.
Creatin mayhem,
And such atrocity,
Lividness and animosity,
And an unknown curiousity,
And defining an utmost insanity.

The Pen's dying to rust,
And the paper fadin to rust,
A soul thirsty of lust,
Cravin for fist,
A bit hazy like mist,
Seems a devil juss kissed.

This is the time to find a station,
Which wouldn't be a part of ur invasion,
The one of which i would be a mason,
And would be a part of my elevation.

It's my past's crematory,
In the labrotory of love,
And a chemical to be alkaline,
The platonic life of mine,
And the sun that would never shine,
Decaying my life on the line.

Weaved Dreams ....

2010-02-19T10:49:00.000-08:00

Words which u nevr spelt,
Were the words, it seemed i heard,
Those dreams even so unreasoned,
Kept on weaving them still.

Every time the distance seems further,
And my Love grows older,
I makin me a promise,
My silent eyes would not speak,
Will let my tears enrich those words,
But will kip on dreaming the unreasoned dream still,
And will weave them further.

Those unspelt words bubblin of my shiverin lips,
The unconditioned Love of my shattered heart,
I don't find the one beside me to be beside,
The illusionary maze spreads far nd Wide.
But will kip on dreaming the unreasoned dream still,
And will weave them further.

That moment when i see you again,
Gets me, my soul inane,
Why presides sadness in my smile,
A world which seems so benile,
But will kip on dreaming the unreasoned dream still,
And will weave them further.

How it goes !!!

2010-02-19T10:46:00.000-08:00

My life is a dream on the way to Death !!!
I love to rule, but i have lost my kingdom and i ain't gettin it back.
I love writing, but i have lost my inspiration to those words.
I love laughing, but it's just that it takes a lot to make me smile today.
I love being a trickster, but I didnt understand the tricks of life.
I love to Care about people, but it's just that NO ONE CARES about me.
I love to c people smilin, but i think people prefer me the oda way round.
I love to keep things as memories, but it's just that i am losing them everyday.
I love to commit, but it's just that they always break me.
I love to respect, but it's just tht I have always been deemed, a loser.
I have always admired, but it's just that I have always been lowered.
I love to dream, but it's just that every dream of mine has been shattered.
I love to sing, but none of them seem to rhyme today.
I live to fight another day, but it's just tht I loose the next day again.
I strum the strings, but it's just tht the melody seems a noise again.
I love color, but it's just that Life is becumin Colourless everyday.
I knw Patience is an attribute, but it's just that the wait doesn't seem to be over.
I love ur pictures, but it's just that everytime I click them, they posterize negativity.
I love to keep you in my heart,
But it's just that, the worst part is holding on to someone,
Who doesn't want to be hold on to !!!

Sleepless nights...

2010-02-19T10:45:00.000-08:00

It's just that I'm ready to take the pain again,
Even if all my Love has flown in Vain,
You made me feel, I am insane.
Right said the world, yes I am Inane.

Loved you on day, when i felt so Lonely,
Called for that Love on those sleepless nights,
You'r memoirs are my sweetest gifts,
Can't figure out the reason for my mood shifts.

I wanted to hold you tight,
For you against the world, i would fight,
When shadows gloom everywhere, i ll show you light,
Make the sun shine for you, even in the darkest nights.

Take a step ahead, come c my tears,
My heart is trembled all with fears,
Afraid to loose you, everyday it seers,
One more day goes by and the dreaded day nears.

I am tired of all the toil,
Kicked by all, like they do, to the dust in the soil.
Rounded up my life seems like a coil,
Everyday in my life's just a turmoil !!!

Lucid Imagination !!!

2010-02-19T10:33:00.000-08:00

I sit and imagine that there’s got to be a place where there will be just me and you. There has to be a place where you would be mine and a crib where you would know how much I Love you and you would understand what I feel and how much I need you. There has to be a moment where you would come and embrace me in your arms and reciprocate the warmth and the Love that I need from you. There must be that minute second where you can come and say me that yes, “I Love you” too and the fragrance and the happiness of the moment that will help me living my life happily for the rest of my days. There has to be a day where you would believe and trust that there is no one in this world or universe who can Love you more than me. There has to be a feeling where you must believe that I will be there by you whenever you need me, and surely I will be. There has got to be feeling where you must know how much I Miss you, even if you are so close to my heart. There has to be words which would enable me describe you, the way you are but I dun find many. There has got to be a way through which I would walk and get to you. There has to be chance of you and me being together. There has to be a way by through which I can share all your pain and shower you with all the happiness in this world. There has to be a day where I wake up with the early sun and your glowing face in front of my eyes. There has to be an evening which will go by with me admiring your beauty throughout the day. There must be a moment where I can lay my head on your lap and shed all those tears. There must be those days where you would come and fight with me and keep that distance so that we can know how important you are to me. There has to be those days where I dun get an opportunity to talk to you so that I would die to hear your voice and end up doing so. There should be some day where you would try and understand that I am Sorry for anything which had offended you, without me even saying it. This distance is killing me over every day.
This is a world of Imagination, where I won’t be able to reach but still I pray every day that may be some day God showers that bliss and I get the person who is so dear to me, that whenever I think of something else, she comes in and is there with me all the time, every moment, every second.

I Live You everyday………